Despite a rough week with a whole lot of big changes ( quiting work and trying to figure it all out once again) and despite waking up without any particular reason around 3 or 4 in the morning almost every day, I feel that my energy might be returning. Even though it is happening slowly. I did wake up (again) around 4 I think, last night for no reason… And even if it felt this morning when I got up around 9, that I would not get much done today, due to this incredible tiredness that I have been experiencing lately, it has turned out rather differently than expected. I do not know where the energy came from, but so far I have biked across the city and back, around 8,5 km, I finally got my windows clean and I treated myself for a fresh haircut at home…
Ok, I do feel tired, but it is a good tired. As I have used my energy on good things. Things that are rewarding. So I do feel that today has so far been a good day. And I do need that. I know that sooner or later I will find my strength again. It will take time and so be it. I am not in a rush cause I am so done with that.
Don’t forget to be kind to yourself and those around you.
Wishing you all a good weekend.